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Monday, May 17, 2010
12:06 PM
Happy 2 years anniv to huni..
We had celebrated our 2 years last 2 days, Saturday & Sunday..Here,start from the eve of our anniv celebration.we had our conflict since last Friday when i was down with fever.yes, i expected him to be with me n seeks his attention when i'm sick.but i just knew it that i couldn't have all those.I told him that i will b e taking just a few min late to reach our hometown from work, but what i didnt tell him is, i need the time to get him the last present for our anniv. that is 'POLO Explorer'.Well, i was disappointed when he gave me a call to say he is going to his friends house. he will be fetching me when i reach our hometown. But i knew, there won't be enough time. I was deeply disappointed just because i wore a new dress just for him. my plan was ruin.So eventually, he really didnt manage to fetch me back bcoz he have to get his house chores done. i was fine with it. he told n promise to meet me after that. but he turn the plan down, telling me he have to meet his friends. i have no choice but just have to cry to myself. i just don't understand why he couldn't made any initiative to take care of me when i'm having fever.well, i nvr failed to do so.i let him go to meet his friends. i waited for him to come back. even when i'm having fever. but i fell asleep at 5 am. he came back at 7 am. n he didnt update me anything. he called me at 9.30 am to tell me that he is on his way to BBDC for lessons. no matter how, i couldn't find a way to scold him. just kept it to myself. :'(so it was already Saturday, we went out to celeb our anniv till Sunday. But i couldn't feel relax. He kept looking at his phone. why.....???? Im not too sure. but i have fake the whole thing out. I do not want to ruin our anniv celeb.but, i'm glad that he was happy with my surprise presents for him.He promised to return my kindness and being thoughtful to buy for him gifts. He promised to bring me out on the later Sunday. I didn't ask and even push the offer but i'm afraid he will feel unsatisfied, so i agreed after he asked so many time. I thought, that moment i could see his initiatives to cover everything but it was a false hope. Instead, he have the initiative, he asked me to decide how the plan goes. well, how can i plan if he is the one who wants to return my deeds and when he was doing up his room deco..? can i set the time? place? no, because i couldn't estimate the time he gonna get things done.Ended up, i gave in. the time didnt allow us to get going with any outing. i gave him time to get it all done. i cried again. at one point, i felt empty. i didnt feel the love from anyone. myself=nothing. :'(but i didn't want to miss the chance to meet him. so,i told i need a walk, n we went to walk around our nieghbourhood, n had our supper.BUT, till this dot, I'm still feeling the same! Where n what i did wrong till i deserve this???? Out love was better last time.......:'(
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