Puteri For Short .
Blissfully Attached .
On a Pleasant life .
Love you .
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
1:13 AM
Happy 1 year 4 Month Anniversary to us.. hmm..
now i'm posting at 1:15 am all alone at home on my anniversary. hmm. what i can say is,i'm confused. he chose to be with his friends on our anniversary. i was told differently and he did it differently. i am left alone being sad without any consolation from a boyfriend. real thanks to him. urgh! should i just be quiet? should i cry out what i am holding back? or, should i throw out my anger on him for satisfaction?
to boyfriend:" hard for me to say things about you because i can accept the natural fact in you. but why you left me crying while i am talking to you on the phone? i was totally down,but you decided to stay there with your friends. one after one,my smile of happiness has always been taken away. i know that i can't be totally like what you wanted and i am not perfect in your eyes, but i have feelings too. i'm sorry if at certain time i couldn't understand you,but i do not want to be treated this way. i am all alone on our .......... "
in real fact,i did mistakes too. but not as hurtful as what i felt.
i just have to express myself down here. no one to turn to at the moment.
"Happy 1 year 4 months anniversary dear"
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