A Few days ago,i was really fine with my boyfriend. he turn to be so sweet towards me but today,everyting just went wrong.... im not so sure why,at 1st friends,after that life and now,"names".... i just dont understand why is he being so sensitive and partly unreasonable... but there's nothing i can do for what i felt about all this stuff happening.... now that matters are what he's feeling... i cant feel happy if he's not.. because i just love him too much... i cant bear seeing him unhappy about everything.. i need to do something bout it..

Sometimes i felt i couldnt afford to do all that stuff.... surrounding tells me that im young and naive.. i dont really have what he really wants.. i cant afford to get what he needs.. i cant afford to get what he wants... dont it making me feel useless?????

What should i do...???i'm trying my very best to upgrade myself.. i'm trying my best to be what he likes.. i'm trying my best to do and make everything right.. why cant it be seen..??
why all this stuff are coming into my life..?? "test"....