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Blissfully Attached .
On a Pleasant life .
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Friday, September 17, 2010
1:11 AM
Unfair world
Dengan berbagai cara aku berubah untuk membuktikan aku terbaik untuknya, aku tetap tidak ditunjukkan tanda terima kaseh. Aku hanya mampu berdiam diri, menyimpan rahsia dihati untuk meneruskan hubungan ini. Hubungan yang aku sayangi. Tetapi aku tidak mahu ditipu berterusan.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
2:38 PM
Today is my birthday..
I'm on my knees, begging for some mercy.. It's too much to be hold by my two hands..
I may look smiling for today.. But please, the things are going through my brain veins, oh god! Never a person understand..
Thursday, June 3, 2010
1:36 AM
Now his out.. With his friends.. Hope he enjoys..
Oh God, put him far away from danger.. Don't let him do anything would hurt any feelings.. Yes, i do trust him, just that when things gonna happen, it will just happen.. Drive him home safely..
Amin..
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
12:29 PM
ok.. this annoying feeling just wont go away..yes, i miss him..yes, i miss the love..yes, i miss those moments..yes, i miss his smell..yes, i miss his teeth..yes, i miss his family..yes, i miss the way he hold me..yes, i miss his concerns..yes, i miss plenty of him!!so, just shut up and stop urself.. He needs time damn it.. Yes, things is only one finger better.. but doesnt mean you tell wat u feel to him, it will help!!! So, SSHHHHH!!!ok, talking to myself.. Thanks.. *lost*
Thursday, May 20, 2010
12:05 AM
How can i say im born strong?
Its not getting any better!!I can even stop crying.. Even i could tear up in the train.. What did i do wrong to deserve this? I've given the best, I've given everything.. But still, im treated unwell.. What3??
Im a human too.. I can be as good as what u want.. Because God had created me this way.. But we have to strive and do better.. But, why cant u accept??
Im gonna be dead soon if this were to continue....
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
11:05 AM
Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku. tiada tempat yang patut ku lepaskan rasa cintaku..menunggu hatimu untuk menyambut cintaku..aku ingin kau tahu, diri ku disini menanti dirimu.aku akan tunggu hingga hujung waktuku.walaupun Allah memberi kekuatan untuk menampuh segala cabaran. Aku rela mengalah dan berserah kepada Allah jika aku dipilih untuk dipisahkan bersamamu.Nyawaku, pernafasanku, jantungku, tergantung di jantung dan tanganmu. Tetapi mengapa mu rela membuat begini, menghancurkan hati yang suci mencintaimu?adakah kamu hanya saat bahagia sementaraku?Kamu berhati untuk melepasku, mengapa kamu tidak berhati untuk membunuhku?Apa kesalahanku hingga sampainya hatimu?
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
10:01 AM
The truth
I thought it will be better after all the surprises i made for him, but it stayed the same. Still, he made feel that as if I'm not his Gf anymore. I felt i lost the priority in his life. I tried my very best to take his heart even i have to burden my job. What did i do to deserve this? It seems, what i told abt my real feelings to him, He just put it in his pocket. instead his heart and mind. How hurtful more can i be? I have no words to describe it. What happened to him? For all what i've done for him, he decides to put some others ahead of me? Is this fair?All i can do is to keep in my heart, shout in my heart, cry in my heart.So, he doesn't feel irritated by it.
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